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Ahh, you make me smile everytime i get the thought of you inside.
:)

although i wish i meant the same to you.
But that's alright, I don't mind if we're as we are if thats as good as it'll ever get

All i do is cry and whine.
I always just seem to fail at everything i want to do.

I think i'm just going to break down and cry.

Life never goes your way. Common fact everyone says to everyone because its true.

Its just hard to accept this hell of a fact.

I know im just speaking to myself.
But its always good to let things out.

Well i just feel karma does not like me.
I mean everytime something good happens in my life something has to bring that mood down. Everytime something shit happens. More shit just happens.

*sigh

I think being a pilot sounds like a good job. You can make 6,000 working for air asia as a copilot as ur first job.
Fuuuck thats alot.

But i cant really decide if i dont wan to go to uni.
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Argh i know i should be doing homework or studying
but i would like to try keeping this blog alive...

Sigh so much has happened in the last 6 days

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Ivan honestly thanks for the creepy clock, i can hear it tick from my pocket :X
but anyways
She finally told me uhm about her feelings... but of course who wouldnt be so confused at a time like this...
We talked for 2 hours before getting back to the final point.
and all thats left is time and her.
:)

I feel terribad.
my sleeping patterns all fucked up n shit.
And.
You'll never read this so i can say this all i want!

You're an awesome person that i just had to meet. :\
Living in london n stuff...

I wish you were mine :(

BEST MONDAY EVAR.

Sunday was a pretty interesting day. Had to get stuff, had to go here had to go there.
Well started out bringing my loveable demon kitten to the vet to get spayed.
She's motherfucking angrier than me shit.
So then after that we went to Paddingtons. Pfft. There menu was ruined!!!!!
On our way home we passed by a BMW flier, and sowhen we passed by the dealer, we decided to take a look.
Sexy BMW 320i sports right there... attractive BLACK and sexy.
Price was attractive too.
My dad was honestly interested in trading in the mazda and getting it.
So i shoved him into it.
after that we headed home, and i wanted a calculator and wanted to get the gift that suddenly went missing and so on and so forth. Seriously it just disappeared.
But blergh spent an hour doing that and got some turkish ice cream yum yum.
So the following night was pretty interesting. :)

MONDAY!
This morning i still shoved shoved and shoved my dad into the bmw
AND HE ARE HAD BOUGHT IT YEAH!
Best part he didnt sell the mazda.
So it's MINE ALL MINE. thanks to my mom
but yeahhh so.
another great thing was that he also let me go for my licensing this sunday, the instructor passed by and said i go for another lecture and once thas over i get my L, do some driving and whatever the hell else i need to do.
Todays not over yet, with alot of homework left and some uncompleted business i want to say and do.
But me being me. I really dont have the capabilities in saying it :X
WIsh me luck guys.